The year that was...

Of all the things and people i lost here....

I will miss my mind the most

This year a lot changed inside me a lot that i never knew existed was lost awa in the sand dunes of times and circumstances. I say a world changing infront of my eye, a world as it never was, a world as it never will be... Boys became men, men went on to become boys again...time stoped (or was it lost ???/) life stoped even love stoped.

Dreams were lost and squandered,Dreams were refounded and bloosemed,some lost all they ever wanted and some won all they never knew they wanted...I stood around everything watching and thnking were this stupid life is growing. Things changed the way they never had,they way they never would,One day u knew where u were going and the very next day u never even knew what were u doing.People came people saw and people left....That became the epitach of the year gone by...A postscript to all that never was or will never be. I lost all that i came with and in turn got all that was never rightfully my own. Somewhere down the line i lost control,objectivism and above all proffesionalism. This was no more about a career it became life or should i say sumthing like it.